Wow... its been so long that i last blog... i dont know wether u readers got miss me or not... hahaha... well... i dont know where to start off... all this while... when i stopped blogging i've been bz with this guy... n we were once... in a relationship... n now we are not... haiz... its a very sad n long story la... complicated n hard for me... i dont know wether he know how im feeling rite now but the pain is killing me...!!
Its a very though decision for me to make but i have to forget him tis once and forever... there's too many things dat i've been through with him... its a wonderful... happy... sad... tragic... n hardly an exeprience to me... Its difficult for me to let him go... but if its easy for him... i think y cant i...? i cant be always like tis... yaeh i noe its like my first love... but i have to move on n not stuck myself in this situation which will always make me sad n end up crying...
I was asked from him... to change myself... to upgrade myself n dont let myself down on others... n very sure i will... and i'll let him see that... sooon... n if he's reading this... all i can say is that we can... but its the matter of we want to move on or not... i really hope he's happy with his new life rite now...
To my frens... wish me all the best n hopefully we can get together quite often coz i miss all my frens dat have been part of me... hope i can learn new things n have new experience with the love n support from all my family n frens... love u all...
Always...
Ayu Imoots
Its a very though decision for me to make but i have to forget him tis once and forever... there's too many things dat i've been through with him... its a wonderful... happy... sad... tragic... n hardly an exeprience to me... Its difficult for me to let him go... but if its easy for him... i think y cant i...? i cant be always like tis... yaeh i noe its like my first love... but i have to move on n not stuck myself in this situation which will always make me sad n end up crying...
I was asked from him... to change myself... to upgrade myself n dont let myself down on others... n very sure i will... and i'll let him see that... sooon... n if he's reading this... all i can say is that we can... but its the matter of we want to move on or not... i really hope he's happy with his new life rite now...
To my frens... wish me all the best n hopefully we can get together quite often coz i miss all my frens dat have been part of me... hope i can learn new things n have new experience with the love n support from all my family n frens... love u all...
Always...
Ayu Imoots